There. I told her about my plans. She scoffed, ridiculed and belittled my choice.
This was what became of my choice. She shot me down, right at the core of my confidence. I was both horrified and fascinated at how quickly she undermined it. It was like watching a train-wreck collide with you being the victim of the accident.
This is saddening. I'm really lost. I do not know anymore. This scares me into going back to a negative I might not come back to.