I'm currently reaching the (breaking) end point. I thought. I thought, that having them as a group for affliation is...going to be great. But...I feel bummed out. Stretched to the limit. Like I don't who to please first.
Would I please myself? Her? Him? Whoever? Yes. I know that I am just one person....
butbutbutbut. I can only take this much before I break into several broken pieces...thing.
I'm being pressured from all sides. I'm counting on my iceberg to not add to the stress. She's uhhh the calm/pillar/foundation that keeps me from breaking (or raging) nowadays.
Please please please let it all be resolved in a peaceful....(non-hurting) friendship sparing way.
Hel knows how much I'd break if it goes worst.