That I've been (and will be) left behind (again).
I'm not counted again.
Always, always always the last person....to be considered. Always...
Dammit!! Do you know how much I sacrifice my (thrice-damned) time in this?
I look forward to it.....then I'm told. :"Sorry. Hinde na kasya. Hinde na sasabay si Ate Angel" Dammit! I just want to.....break something. (and cry).
damn you!! Damn you!!
Fuck you world!