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I'm currently reaching the (breaking) end point. I thought. I thought, that having them as a group for affliation is...going to be great. But...I feel bummed out. Stretched to the limit. Like I don't who to please first.

Would I please myself? Her? Him? Whoever? Yes. I know that I am just one person....



butbutbutbut. I can only take this much  before I break into several broken pieces...thing.

Dammit!!

I'm being pressured from all sides. I'm counting on my iceberg to not add to the stress. She's uhhh the calm/pillar/foundation that keeps me from breaking (or raging) nowadays.


Please please please let it all be resolved in a peaceful....(non-hurting) friendship sparing way.

Hel knows how much I'd break if it goes worst.